I usually have this feeling of fear and emptiness whenever I wake up and find no one in the room except me. There goes a sudden rush of fear that I will be left alone for a long time. Very childish and insecure thought but this habit has never left me since my toddler years.
It's snowing today. I'm watching the beautiful white drops from my room window. Too bad, my digital camera couldn't capture this scene in detail.
Before I go back to the Philippines, I want to form a new habit: whenever I would feel al
one. left-out, scared, sad or even deppressed, I will choose to look at the brighter things. Simple, but I know this is not easy to do. When loneliness starts to creep in, I will remember this day when I woke up in a very uneasy feeling but later on smiled at the sight of snow. If I will pick some of God's most wonderful creations, I will choose flowers, maple trees, water falls, stream and snow.
one. left-out, scared, sad or even deppressed, I will choose to look at the brighter things. Simple, but I know this is not easy to do. When loneliness starts to creep in, I will remember this day when I woke up in a very uneasy feeling but later on smiled at the sight of snow. If I will pick some of God's most wonderful creations, I will choose flowers, maple trees, water falls, stream and snow. I have a very cold yet exciting day ahead of me. I hope to smile and laugh more.
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