Heavy Heart

Losing files and photos are heartbreaking. Especially during this time of clinging unto memories to keep oneself stronger and more hopeful.

I'm really stupid. And lazy. If I were organized enough, I could have left Korea with a light heart. Why in the world did I leave 70% of my files without a backup copy?

Now I have nothing and no one to blame but myself.

Crazy. Haaaayyy...

One thing more, I'm starting to get tired again. And doubt my abilities. I feel so inadequate. I feel so poor. I feel so alone.

How I wish to talk with someone to lift this dying spirit.

I have so little time left and so many things to accomplish before I finally achieve my diploma.

I miss warm embraces and reassuring words. I badly miss them.